i am an idiot i am smart i am a wall, bricks i am selfless, cold, and composed. i am the warm breath on your face at night i am worn out, strung out too far today i am cold. i am a flash of anger; fyre i am the falling leaves in Oktober; gentle i am pain. i am cold wind blowing over freshly fallen snow i am the burning sun in July i am the breeze that soothes your burnt skin i am a beautiful and unique snowflake i am quiet raindrops before the sun has risen i am a shadow. i am the side of the moon that no one ever sees i am a mess. i am a savior, the devil. i am a lover i am a heartbreaker i am invisible i am tears shed for something not wholly understood i am nothing, whispered in your ear; sweet i am softly killing you.